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So after watching all her videos thinking it wasn't gay... now it is gay... i gotta quit watching then.

Not true. It makes you a shade of BI. To be Gay, you have to be attracted to the male form . Strange concept but gays objectify other men in the same way as straight men objectify women.

You've been totally wired up wrong if you're sexually attracted to the male form.

If you can whack off to someone without seeing what they're packing and don't know they are in fact a guy, you're not gay... but if you know its a guy then you're gay... no matter how much like a woman they look like, if you know then you know and you're gay.